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By Charles Bricker
It's nearly 8:15 p.m. and 60 Minutes, delayed as usual this time of the
year by an NFL game, has finished up with, I thought, a darn fair
examination of Andre Agassi in the wake of the revelations in his
forthcoming book, "Open."
I'd been struggling more than a week with what to say about Agassi, but
resolved a few days ago to wait until his well-advertised appearance on
60 Minutes, and I'm glad I did. I wanted to hear what he had to say, and
I wanted to examine the way he said it. A lot of the conflicted feelings
I had about him when this story broke are now resolved in my mind, and I
feel at this moment about Andre pretty much as I did when he retired at
the U.S. Open in 2006 -- one of the great tear-jerking moments in
tennis.
He's an extremely sympathetic figure and, yes, taking crystal meth for
much of 1997 was stupid, immature and, worst of all, showed how much
disrespect he had for himself. He's been excoriated by Roger Federer,
Rafael Nadal and Martina Navratilova, to name three high-profile tennis
figures, and I thought he was going to break down during the interview
when Katie Couric read Navratilova's remarks.
"Shocking. Not as much shock that he did it as shock he lied about it
and didn't own up to it. He's up there with Roger Clemens, as far as I'm
concerned. He owned up to it, but it doesn't help now," said
Navratilova.
Strong words from a woman who carries as much or more baggage as Agassi
did with a long list of anti-American remarks and words about former
President George Bush which reminds one of the worst and most vicious
comments that have been directed recently at Barack Obama.
Then there was the former women's star Arantxa Sanchez Vicario,
ridiculously suggesting Agassi admitted to all this in order to sell his
book. The idea that he needs to sell anything with the money he and wife
Steffi Graf have taken from tennis is ludicrous.
No one, of course, is endorsing Agassi's use of drugs or his lying to
the men's tour. But while I believe the game has been hurt by this news,
I find it hard to be as outraged as all these people.
To begin with, I prefer to look at Agassi's full body of work -- years
of post-drug use as one of the great gentleman-sportsmen in the game and
his years of commitment to educating poor children in Las Vegas.
Next, there is a very real debate about whether meth enhances or
detracts from performance on the court. It's an upper. It makes you feel
good when you feel depressed. But it's not a steroid and it doesn't help
build strength. Students take it to stay awake in order to cram for
exams. I'm sure there are a lot of out-of-work people taking meth these
days as they ponder how they're going to feed their families.
As bad as meth is for you, it doesn't equate to steroids, which makes
Navratilova's comparison to Clemens so much drivel.
Taking meth was wrong, not only because it has the potential to further
destroy your life but because it's illegal. But it obviously didn't make
Andre play better tennis. Until November of 1997, he was a dog and his
ranking dropped to 141.
If he had been on top of the world with a string of Grand Slam titles
and taking meth like some bored, rich Hollywood star, it would be
difficult to summon up any sympathy. But he was taking the stuff at a
low point in his life, looking for a release. Or, as Agassi said when he
first took it, "It can't be any worse."
He said he began taking meth after a bad loss to Pete Sampras left him
dispirited and, perhaps for the first time, thinking about quitting the
game that his father drove him to play from the age of 4.
It was early in 1997, he said without identifying the exact or
approximate time, that he took his first dose and not until late in the
year, after yet another bad loss, this time in Germany, that coach Brad
Gilbert told him he should either quit the game altogether or start
over.
He started over, going home to Las Vegas for a Challenger, then on to
Burbank, Calif. The wins were coming again and after the worst year of
his life he seemed committed to a turn-around.
But not long after his comeback he got The Call, telling him he had
tested positive and that he needed to offer an explanation. He lied and
the ATP either bought it or decided the publicity would be really,
really bad for the game. You'll have to make your own call on that one,
since there's no evidence one way or the other.
You can trash Agassi if you like. He deserves a good trashing. But he
also deserves a heavy dose of sympathy here. This is not the bad human
being Martina makes him out to be. If there is one thing we've learned
about Agassi over the years, and which is clearly authenticated in this
book, it is that he is a complex person with a very big heart.
He made a mistake and, though he got away with it, maybe he feels as if
he has to punish himself now. Marc Antony had it right about people like
Navratilova: "The evil that men do live after them. The good is oft
interred with their bones."
I wish even 10 percent of the stars in this game were 20 percent as
honest as Andre Agassi.
Charles Bricker can be reached at
bricker@tennisnews.com
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